Eyes Lie... - CinquainI saweternityin your sweet smile and thenForever looking in your eyesThey lied
SuicidalHow could you know?How could you possibly understand?The hurt I feel,With a blade in my hand.I hunger for pain,It cuts deep in my veins,Crying every night--Don't come closer,I might just bite!Blood gushing and rushing out,Makes me want to scream and shoutAnger inside, I'm nearly fried.I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist,I beat myself up with my fists.Bruises on my face,I run or I'll be chased.The sirens are blaring*Shit!* I start swearing.In my pocket I pull out a ropeBecause I know that for me there's no hope.Tie it to the bridge, then goes my neck,Turn my head side to side, just to check.Jump off without hesitation, it's getting late,Black tears come from my eyes, black tears of hate.
Morphine KissesToxic vaporsSo bitter on my tongueIt tastes like bile,Saccharin ash in my mouth
Evil kisses made of morphineNumb you straight to your core,Sweet euphoric acidLike a poison candy mistAs it sweeps across my eyes
Crimson wine swimming in my veinsPutrid arrows pierce my heartRotten and bitter,Decayed just like love
Just a thought,It's only a glitchSomeday I'll break away
I've no heart leftIn this dying body of mine.It's far too darkThere isn't any light leftIf it was, I could not seeJust like I cannot feel.Raking across my skinI bleed into eternal blackness,Isolated from realityIt's far worse than any dream;Yet I'm still dreaming of you
And you are made of poisonDeadly, killing me
So icy is your touchI've forgotten how to feel.
It's Okay...I'm smartI'm brightI'm almost always rightDon't hate me cuz of who I amHate me cuz you give a damnGo ahead and tellLet the whole world knowIt's okayMy daddy said soThere's nothing wrong with itYou just don't get itI'll tell you what I tell everyoneJust wait hereI'll yell to the worldIt's okayto be gayMy daddys said soDid you hear me?Yes, I said I'm a queer!
I'm her girlfriendI'm her girlfriend. Is it really that difficult of a concept to understand?A couple of weeks ago I came out to my parents, letting them know that I liked girls more than I liked guys. They were fine with it but my mom had a hard time understanding. It made me ecstatic, I was terrified that I would be ignored or punished for being who I am but my parents were actually fine with it. For a while I've liked this girl, she's smart, funny, hot as hell, honestly she's one of the most fantastic people I have ever met. Her name (for those of you that don't know) is Jordynne. And she's been my girlfriend since December 20. When I finally worked up the courage to tell my mom about her my mom's first question was."Well are you the boy?"No. No I'm not. I'm a girl. And so is Jordynne. She is not my boyfriend nor am I her's. I am her girlfriend. And she is mine. And it bothers me that as soon as I bring up that I'm dating a girl some people immediately bring up "well which one is the guy?" NEITHER
Life sucksGirly, goth, jock, or emo,Rap, pop, rock, or screamo,Boyfriends, girlfriends, enemies tooWords of hatred start to fill youLove her, hate her, love him, hate himThis is all stupid, pain fills every limbGirls are mean, guys are harsh,Middle school is where it starts"ugly, stupid, lazy, dumb"Life is hard, I wish I could runBaseball, football, hockey pucksThis is life and it sucks